it was a pleasant surprise to see a familiar face at the corner of the bar where i work. nothing beats the gift i got tonight. thanks for being present.
it's 5am now. my friends are out partying, having a wonderful time, and i'm at home talking to lucyfer the cat. he won't stop bugging me asking to be stroked n fed. i need a rest. i'll enjoy the remaining of the new year in about a few hours from now. still haven't got a clue how to do that, but i'm pretty positive it'll be a great 1.
hmm.. a swim perhaps?
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Sunday, December 13, 2009
i'm almost worn out
I can barely open my eyes. It hurts when i blink. I need rest after two exhausting weeks. My feet is starting to crack, i have blisters on my toes, my ankle cudnt keep up with my busy lifestyle, however my mind is still strong.. i know i can pull through this without needing to be rested-out for a certain period of time. i just cant afford that right now. But i'm tired. really tired. just plain simply tired.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
My life is not simple
It's been a hard days night,
and I've been working like a dog..
True enough, those were the words by a poet in their prime.
Was it planned out to be that way for us, the next generation to suffer? Was it by purpose that they created those lines so that humans at the later stages of modern civilization would be taunted by it? It couldn't just be coincidental. They knew just what their message meant.
I'm not complaining, but merely adapting to the situation, and by all means, with the last drop of blood left running in my veins, I shall prevail! I shall triumph!
It's going to take up a lot of time and energy as well as sacrifices along the way, and I've never been more prepared to face it all. I need a change, a BIG one!
and I've been working like a dog..
True enough, those were the words by a poet in their prime.
Was it planned out to be that way for us, the next generation to suffer? Was it by purpose that they created those lines so that humans at the later stages of modern civilization would be taunted by it? It couldn't just be coincidental. They knew just what their message meant.
I'm not complaining, but merely adapting to the situation, and by all means, with the last drop of blood left running in my veins, I shall prevail! I shall triumph!
It's going to take up a lot of time and energy as well as sacrifices along the way, and I've never been more prepared to face it all. I need a change, a BIG one!
Monday, November 30, 2009
Whenever Wherever
My time is up. It's a whole different ball game now. Wondering how things can be better in every way seems such a waste of time, might as well make the attempt to better things for good. My intention is purely for my ownself, selfish may be the word, or it might just be self-awareness. We plan, we execeute, but we will never know the outcome. I'm going to give it my everything, with every last breathe i have, i'll make sure i'll get to the top or i'll die trying. What matters in the end is RESULT. Regardless how good or the opposite it maybe, that shouldn't be the reason for me to stop trying. Speaking of trying, in my dictionary, there's only DO and DON'T, the word TRY never really existed. So, I'm going to DO what i've started and i'll finish it. whatever happens in between will be moments to learn from, be it bad or good, sweet or sorrow. I am my own man.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
no it isn't
i've never felt this empty for quite sometime.. everything seems so much more quiet than it used to be, d night seems to be colder than usual, darker than always, and for the longest time, i actually ran out of idea on what to write.. am i not who i am anymore? am i evolving? if so, into what? is it a good thing or a bad thing? i get shattered even by the simplest gesture, or words, or situations. there's sure a heck load of unpleasant feelings mashed up right now.. i think i shud just sleep it off..
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Rain
As I sit by my desk
looking out the window
clouds becoming darker
temperature's falling rapidly
i can see and feel the rain
and hear the thunder
it roars across the horizon
marks the superiority of the Almighty.
As the wind whistles loudly
like a kettle in d kitchen
through the ajar glass door i see
carrying along little drops of water
dampening the window curtain
as the rain pours down harder
I'm cold.
Trees are swaying
leaves are happy
earth gets showered
that's how its supposed to be.
I'm smiling.
looking out the window
clouds becoming darker
temperature's falling rapidly
i can see and feel the rain
and hear the thunder
it roars across the horizon
marks the superiority of the Almighty.
As the wind whistles loudly
like a kettle in d kitchen
through the ajar glass door i see
carrying along little drops of water
dampening the window curtain
as the rain pours down harder
I'm cold.
Trees are swaying
leaves are happy
earth gets showered
that's how its supposed to be.
I'm smiling.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
10 things to do before i die
10) Eat in a high class restaurant. Order everything by the Chef's recommendation
9) Kiss a girl on the cheek and whisper "thanks for the wonderful evening"
8) Live without technology for a month
7) Get a portrait of myself painted
6) Spend New Year's Eve with someone drinking Rose Wine (by the bottle)
5) Learn Ballroom Dancing
4) Own a house
3) Swim with dolphins n sharks
2) Cook a full course meal and have a candle lit dinner
1) Visit New Zealand. Do bungee, paragliding, base jumping, skydive, catch a glimpse of the countryside. Not forgetting Mount Teriyaki.. oops!! Taranaki!!
9) Kiss a girl on the cheek and whisper "thanks for the wonderful evening"
8) Live without technology for a month
7) Get a portrait of myself painted
6) Spend New Year's Eve with someone drinking Rose Wine (by the bottle)
5) Learn Ballroom Dancing
4) Own a house
3) Swim with dolphins n sharks
2) Cook a full course meal and have a candle lit dinner
1) Visit New Zealand. Do bungee, paragliding, base jumping, skydive, catch a glimpse of the countryside. Not forgetting Mount Teriyaki.. oops!! Taranaki!!
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