as usual

i'm all alone not doing anything in particular, just lazying around tossing and turning, hoping time will move faster that way, but it doesn't. i'm pretty much comfortable with the way it is now. i don't wish to change it for the time being. when i'm really on my toes, i'm really on my toes and when i have nothing to do, i'll just laze around. doesn't sound like a crime does it? without commitments, humans aren't that stuck up and serious. i like that idea. don't get stressed out too much. everyone needs a break once in a while.

take a break then!

i'm totally blank

why does 24 hours a day feels like there's only 16 hours to live? day and night are being shorter each day. time is so limited that everything needs to be done in a rush. it all just don't add up! and when we do have that little extra time, we run out of ideas on what to do. does that mean that we are losing excitement in life? how do we light up the spark? we tend to do the same thing day in and day out without even giving thought on whether we should keep doing it or just turning a new leaf? even if we decide to change, how long can it sustain? good times are hard to achieve when happiness is subjective. risk takers are idiots and people who plan are just plain boring. those who rely solely on destiny will end up nowhere, so what type of person should i be??