new year

it was a pleasant surprise to see a familiar face at the corner of the bar where i work. nothing beats the gift i got tonight. thanks for being present.

it's 5am now. my friends are out partying, having a wonderful time, and i'm at home talking to lucyfer the cat. he won't stop bugging me asking to be stroked n fed. i need a rest. i'll enjoy the remaining of the new year in about a few hours from now. still haven't got a clue how to do that, but i'm pretty positive it'll be a great 1.

hmm.. a swim perhaps?

i'm almost worn out

I can barely open my eyes. It hurts when i blink. I need rest after two exhausting weeks. My feet is starting to crack, i have blisters on my toes, my ankle cudnt keep up with my busy lifestyle, however my mind is still strong.. i know i can pull through this without needing to be rested-out for a certain period of time. i just cant afford that right now. But i'm tired. really tired. just plain simply tired.

My life is not simple

It's been a hard days night,
and I've been working like a dog..

True enough, those were the words by a poet in their prime.

Was it planned out to be that way for us, the next generation to suffer? Was it by purpose that they created those lines so that humans at the later stages of modern civilization would be taunted by it? It couldn't just be coincidental. They knew just what their message meant.

I'm not complaining, but merely adapting to the situation, and by all means, with the last drop of blood left running in my veins, I shall prevail! I shall triumph!

It's going to take up a lot of time and energy as well as sacrifices along the way, and I've never been more prepared to face it all. I need a change, a BIG one!